Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Ketenangan... dalam kesibukan

January 27, 2009... happy 54th birthday mommy. Thanks for being a great n understanding mommy in this world. Even sumtimes u blurrrrrrrrrr, but ok la. Still belum nyanyuk lagi..hehe. Alhamdulillah syukur, terima kasih ALLAH kerana panjangkan umur ibuku. Smoga kasih sayang kami berpanjangan dan mommy hidup sihat sepanjang hayatnya.. amin.

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Cuti Tahun Baru Cina yg menyakitkan hati? hmm..ntahla. 4 days 3 nites, bosan? tak la.. full activities wit strategic planning office. cuma semlm ptg dan pagi ni je acara 'santai'. Seawal pagi tadi aku dh jalan2 kt tepi pantai, w/pun sunyi cuma dengar bunyi ombak menghempas dinding, air pasang... ikan melompat2 (joran tkde pulak..), agaknya sbb gerahana separa ptg smlm tu yg air pasang pagi ni..huhu.. Duduk sorang2 teringatkan kekasih yg jauh di mata (cewah!) romantik la pulak. pagi2 lagi aku dh terjun pool, memandangkan ini hari terakhir, better lepaskan gian. Lagipun cuma 5 org je trmasuk me.. lain2 tdo lagi kot.. mana taknya, jam 715am..hehe.. i already pack my things.. nk relax je santai dlm bilik n online internet.

How could an angel break my heart?
Ntah apa kabarnya selepas aku amik keputusan tak nak call dia lagi. hmm.. padan muka! asyik aku je yg melebih2, nmpak mcm pipi tersorong2 pulak. bila tk sms @ call, mula la mengamuk tanya knapa tk sms la.. tak call la.. menyampah btul! tak paham aku dgn prangai lelaki. Kita je nk manjakan dia, melampau2 la pulak. Aku pun byk keje jgk, malas la layan hati n perasaan - hati sakit, fikiran tk tenang.. hmm.. lantaklah! susah nk paham perangai isam ni. Nnti kalau aku tinggalkan dia lagi 2 bulan, sure kurus.. sakit sbb bersedih hati. ntahla.. biarkan si luncai terjun dengan labu2nya.. biarkan.. biarkan..

aku dan diriku... dalam kesibukan, ada ketenangan...

Dream World

I would be you, you would be me, we would be one, we would be just fine
The ice caps wouldn't be melting and neither would I, mmh
I would just drive my big old car, and everything would be alright
And energy would just fall down right from the sky, yeah

Words would fly right from out of my mind, out of my mind into your heart, into your life
And everything would sound just right, and no one would stop me from drinking my wine

That's my dreamworld, that's my dreamworld, it's more than a dream
My dreamworld, that's my dreamworld, and I wanna live in my dream, (dream)

For the real world just don't feel right
I wouldn't spend my days searching for, searching for lost time, yeah hey yee (ooh ooh, dream)
I wouldn't be so damn sensitive, I'd let things go by
No matter what the weather, I'd learn to change, I'd change with the time, yeah he

And everytime I need a woman, she'd appear right by me
she hold me tight, treat me right, and tell me that everything is gonna be, is gonna be alright, alright

That's my dreamworld, that's my dreamworld

I would tell Van Gogh that he was loved, there's no need to cry
I would say Marvin Gay your father didn't want you to die (dream)
There would be no black and white, the world just treat my wife right
We could down in Mississipi and no one would look at us trice, ehhe he yihi

That's my dreamworld, that's my dreamworld, it's more than a dream
That's my dreamworld, that's my dreamworld, and I wanna live in my dream, (dream)

[song by RObin Thicke]

Friday, January 23, 2009

Good & Bad Day

kehidupan seharian: kadang-kadang orang tk tau apa yg kita fikirkan. Adakalanya mereka nmpk pada zahirnya kita gembira, tetapi... dalam diri kita sendiri hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu.. i'm really upset lately dgn my mom, isam, J (Westar).. ntahla..
Anyway, life must go on. Aku tetap menggembirakan hati aku dengan pelbagai aktiviti menarik. Contohnya... dengan hadirnya gadjet yg paling aku nanti2kan - HTC Touchpro. Akhirnya.. aku dapat apa yg aku inginkan selama ni. Kira menda paling gerek la awal tahun 2009. Kalau nk pikir harga, smpai tahun depan la tk beli..huhu. Its ok, ada pro n cons dgn menda2 baru ni. Aku akan cuba blajar n mahirkan diri..yezzzza!!!!!!! alhamdulillah.. rezeki lebih tahun 2009.
Lately, aku sgt sibuk. Start wit pra-bengkel, then fly to K.K n balik smula dgn masalah n kerja2 yg bertimbun. Esok all staf in my office bergerak (konvoi) bersama selama 4 hari 3 mlm - jalan2 cari makan sambil bengkel [kasi pecah smua kepala!!!]. Hampeh btul.. cuti pjg tk bleh nk berfoya2, kena koje jugak.
Smoga kebahagiaan yg aku dapat hari ini akan lebih bertambah. Rezeki yg berlebih2, usaha yg berlipat ganda, kesihatan yang baik, hati yang tenteram dan kehidupan yang mendamaikan. insyaAllah...
"hanya padamu aku berserah, tenangkanlah hati ini dan permudahkanlah segala urusanku.. amin ya rabbal alamin......."

How could an angel break my heart

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in may
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesnt make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, its crying
Im trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish I didnt wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

[song by Toni Braxton]

*especially for isam [i hate myself for loving u]