selama ni aku byk bercerita kisah cinta suka dan dukaku.. tapi hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu perasaan & hatiku sekarang. Adakah keputusan aku meninggalkan nya betul? Adakah aku terlalu tegas sangat menyakiti hatinya? Adakah aku terlalu zalim dengan keputusanku ini?
Byk persoalan yg keluar dlm kepala hotak aku beberapa ni... aku pasrah.
i'm sorry isam.. i break ur heart.. deep inside, i'm still loving u, keep on thinking about u these few days. November 8, 2008 -- i made decision leaving u. its not because of others personal problems, its just me.. i don't wanna stay n being your girlfren forever. i need a guy to b my responsible, caring, loving HUSBAND. we discuss already on our final date last friday nite dat u don't wanna any commitment esp marriage for this time being. Focus on ur financial n business because u're employee on ur own company. i'm sorry, i can't wait longer until 2 @ 3 years. i don't wanna hurt myself, living in world full of lies n being hipocrite. i do love u, i'm happy wit u.. u're such a good man wit good heart, fulls of humour & understanding. as a single woman & eligible bachelorette, lots of eyes r looking at me. How long i wanna b like this? i'm not live until 30 @ 40 years more.. maybe i will die soon. At least i got a husband & babies. I deserve to be happy n living happily wit my own family. U have ur own vision & dreams, me too. i hope u understand drling.. its really hard to let u go, but... for our own sake.. i have to leave u now.. i'm sorry again..