Two Is Better Than One

[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

[song: boys likes girls]

CRAWL

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

[Verse 2]
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all

[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah

[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view

So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love

[Song: Chris Brown]

Hening Malam...hatiku tenang

Nearly 2 nites i can't sleep. don't knw y. nak kata aku rindu kt isam, dating dh tadi. hurm... byk sgt yg aku pikirkan agaknya.. especially tringatkan my lovely parents @ hometown. nothin' to hide, nothin' to lose... nothin' to afraid of, i'm gonna go through it.. just keep the faith.

wat kinda story tonite? last CNY holidays, back hometown. Meet parents n naughty nephews - bought them story books. At least daddy could eat somethin tengok anak2nya balik. it was so greatful when saw kaki dad semakin baik sedikit rather than first day i saw his feet, damn terrible! isam pun tk sanggup tgk pic kaki dad..huhu. ada jgk usaha sana sini like i went to sumwhere in Benut or Batu Pahat, [lupa plak..] dgn adik cari ubat cuci n minyak utk pesakit luka teruk. hampa..sbb ubat2 tu anak arwah org yg pandai buat ubat tu tk teruskan. Luckily ada geng kt clinic dialysis yg sudi beri sket utk dad. usaha lain, jmpa ustaz.. mr nice guy, young age 37. i'm not dat kind of people yg sgt percaya, but i still smell something fishy, cuma ada jgk gertak berhemah..hehe.. dgn dia. Nway, kita cuba berusaha, Allah yg menentukan segala2nya. Sempat plak mak ngah ask me utk permudahkan jodoh me.. [sounds kelakar, but.. ikut je la]. ustaz tu pandai jgk menilik, but not all true. ada jgk terbabas.. i jst smile n asking here n there. biasala.. dgn slamber n keceluparan aku ni. Balik jmpa ustaz tu kena mandi la pulak dgn air jampi dia, smpai la ni.. aku minum jgk. nk kata trpaksa, ada la 20%. lain2 tu, aku serah pd Allah atas keikhlasan org utk mbantu, yea dak? wateverla... as long as mak ngah n my mom happy.

nmpaknya lately ni, ada byk perubahan dgn kekasihku itu...hehe. Sangat bagus! i must keep on threaten on him! bknnya apa, kasi ajar sket. at least i knew dat he really love n appreaciate me, even bukan secara terang2 tapi bersuluh. biasala.. chenta org tua ni, not slapstik or plastik but truly from heart n yg penting - IKHLAS. bersungguh isam nk hantar aku masa balik ke JB last thursday, sanggup tunggu 15 min b4 5pm kt parking ofis. kelam kabut jgk aku settlekan keje n trpaksa bwk laptop nk siapkan slide presentation for meeting esok di skudai. and.. isam masih menunggu dgn sabar.. Surprisely, when i enter his car, dia cepat2 ke booth keta then gave me sweet red rose, n wish me 'this is for u dear, early happy valentine's day'. hurmm.. aku bknnya clbrate valentine's but ok la.. senyum trsengih2 mcm kera dpt bunga la aku.. wpun masa yg sangat singkat, he promised dat to meet me again after CNY holiday. Kt puduraya, sementara tunggu bas @ 7pm, sempat surf n on fb n belek lagi rose tu. mcm tk prcaya.. all these while, selama hampir 2 thn lebih.. dia bg aku bunga? sengih lagi..hehe. smpai penyek bunga tu aku bubuh dlm beg laptop angkut sana sini. As he promised me, we all kuar dating last nite. Shavy n hemsem as usual, he drive me to Coffee Bean Ampang, tmpt biasa kami lepak or tapau. Agak tegang jgk bila mana our order lambat smpai, smpai tersengih2 mamat mat salleh sblah kitaorg dgr isam komplen. dia nyer baran..hurmm..tk bleh angkat la. i just giving him honey stick, n buat lawak bodoh, baru dia gelak. Then we went to Shell Station sumwhere near Hang Tuah Monorel & Flat Samping, pick up his fren - omar. Almost 2 hours jgk la abiskan masa dgn dia. As usual, i like his ideas, opinion & advices about islam n everythings. Communication between us, great. We can share experiences n everythings esp family matters. Sikap keterbukaan, understanding n trust - makes our relationship better day by day. I love him n yes he loved me too. Masih lg berusaha, keep da faith. Kalau ada jodohnya.. tak ke mana. Our lovely special tags "togetherness we strive, happiness will b forever". Marah-marah sayang....

Perasaan ini setenang air di tasik kenyir.. ada kalanya berkocak bila diganggu.. sabarlah hati..
"lets us crawl... crawl.. back to love: part of lyric song by chris brown"

SECRETS

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the act sencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chacing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
We'll ride it into a moutain
Straight to though
I don't really like my flow, oh, so

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'm gonna tell you everything

All my secrets away (x2)

[new song by One Republic]

Part of The List

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

[song: Ne-Yo]

I Want To Know What Love Is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

[Mariah Carey]

Falling For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

[song by Colbie]

Belaian Jiwa

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu, hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.. Hanya takdir menentukan ia.. oh belaian jiwa..
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my favorite song forever. tiba2 hari ni nk dengar versi Inuendo, mendayu2... meruntun hati, peh! jiwang la pulak. Especially during Februari, smua org tau ada Hari Kekasih @ Valentine's Day. But sorry to say, sebagai seorg muslim aku tidak pernah meraikan 14 Februari tu sebagai hari kekasih. For me, EVERYDAY was a special day for lovers.. setiap hari sayang.
adatla bila bercinta, kadang2 rasa tak puas hati, menyampah. Mengenang kekasih hatiku yg sgt sibuk, langsung takde masa nk sms @ not even answer my calls, mmg hampeh la. [marah tahap babun]. aku bukannya mintak hari2 dia call or sms, but at least 2 @ 3 hari ada berita. dulu bukan main, kalau aku tk sms @ call, mengamuk mcm org gila marahkan aku. biar dia senyap, tapi aku mesti hantar berita. la ni aku malas, mcm sms dgn org bisu & buta. kalau aku senang, aku sms. kalau tak, senyap je la seminggu ke.. sebulan, suka ati aku la. skrg ni cuma tinggal 45% perasaan sayang & 55% kesian kat dia. setelah hampir sebulan lebih, aku tk tau kabar berita, semlm dia baru sms tanya kabar n cuti panjang nk pegi mana? hangin satu badan aku. mana taknya.. ada terdetik dlm hati nk call balai polis sblum ni, kot2 dia kat lokap ke, skrg kan byk kes foreigner kena tangkap pasal dadah & syahbu. hurmm..malas nk layan. mmg dia kena maki je la masa aku reply sms. but as usual, he's cool, sabar & tau aku mmg tkde mood nk layan dia sbb dia tau dia salah. mcm biasa alasan sibuk la, business kurang & dia byk buat keje part time sana sini. mak dia pun tk balik2, ada kt sini lagi. malas aku nk dgr alasan dia. aku kasi chance until after chinese new year, kalau perangai tk berubah, mmg aku angkat kaki la. ntah apa lagi dia nak, aku pun tak tau. hmm..aku ni punya la baik.. (masuk bakul angkat sendiri..hehe) setia & sayang dia sorang (kuar dgn org lain dinner @ lunch tu biasa la, sbb bosan), kesian pun ada sbb aku tau.. kalau aku tinggalkan dia, nnti dia tk jmpa lagi gf yg macam aku ni - understanding, setia, tak cerewet, tak kisah apa dia buat, tak cemburu, dengar kata & nasihat dia, tau apa yg dia suka makan & jaga hati. Malas la nk over acting, asal kami bahagia & paham keadaan masing2 sudahla. Nak komplen lebih2 pun bukannya dia suami aku pun, buang masa je cemburu buta atau pikir bukan2. lantak dia la.. i knew he's survivor, hampir 13 tahun kt M'sia asam garam kehidupan yg dia alami mesti banyak. so.. aku kena sabar lah.. serah pada ALLAH, smoga tetapkan iman, kuatkan hati & kasih sayang kami. Kalau takde jodoh, nak wat camna.. takdir, kena redha. yg penting skrg ni, we must njoy our sweet time together.. sejak hampir 2 tahun dulu aku kenali dirinya dan sehingga hari ini, kasih sayang aku hanya utk isam sorang..

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i close my eyes and count to ten
pretending all this to be a dream
hoping your face would disappear
I open them and then I shut them again;

i have learned to live
with the silence in my life
and all the days seemed the same
until you came in and shattered it all;

flying around in circles
waiting, as my heart fluttered wildy
a sensation inexpressible
slowly engulfed my mind, body and soul;

i looked inside my heart
i looked inside my soul
it’s all too good to be true
finally as i cast my heart
overboard deep into this ocean of love,
could this be it?

[sources: http://www.poetryoflife.com/]

Cari Jodoh

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Back to *, **, ***

Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Back to ***

Single Ladies [Put a Ring on it]

All the single ladies (7x)

Now put your hands up
Up in the club, we just broke up
I’m doing my own little thing
you Decided to dip but now you wanna trip
Cuz another brother noticed me
I’m up on him, he up on me
dont pay him any attention
cuz i cried my tears, GAVE three good years
Ya can’t be mad at me

[Chorus]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

wo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh x2


(Chorus)Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it


I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
I couldnt care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Dont pay him any attention
Cuz you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels like to miss me

(Chorus)

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh 2x

Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you WANT
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone

All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
oh oh oh 2x

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it woo oh ooh 2x

[BEYONCE]

Movies nite @ KLCC

lama dah kami smua (hsemate) tak kuar sama2 tgk wayang, rasanya ini la masa yg sesway. Surf net @ TGV online, ada few film yg best. kitaorg mula2 decide nk tgk Tooth Fairy, tapi akhirnya pilih Adnan Semp-IT. mmg jarangla nk tengok film melayu ni, tapi apa salahnya kita tgk kan. tak sangka pulak...mmg best giler la filem ni. Aku ketawa terkekeh2 dari mula smpai la keluar panggung..hehe. Release tension la jugak babe...

Sementara menunggu jam 11.30mlm, sempat kami snap pictures melepak @ TGV KLCC:

Apa ada dgn ADNAN SEMP-IT?

new comedy movie new year 2010. mmg superb!! jalan cerita yg mmg menarik, lebih byk pasal mat rempit la. kepada smua mat rempit di malaysia, jgn terasa pulak. dah memang kehidupan sebenar pun mcm gitu. Cuma tak smua mat rempit jahat, diaorg pun baik jugak.. ada hati dan perasaan. nak kata otaknya sempit...tak jugak. Kisah Adnan sbg opis boy @ peon dalam sebuah syarikat diketuai oleh lady bos - Nadia. P.A lady bos - wawa pun comel. ditambah dgn macha (cat farish) n few raja lawak mmbrs esp. along..hurmmm.. mmg lawak bangang lah!

At first, aku mcm tk yakin je filem ni bakal menggelikan buah pinggang aku. but seriously, mmg best giler! aku ketawa bagai nak rak smpai luar panggung. Aku syorkan smua kawan2 yg tengah tensen ni, baik pi tgk filem ni.

RATES: 4 bintang utk Ahmad Idham, salute bro!!! mmg best!

Sepetang di Gold Coast..

Bunyi macam kt Australia je kan? hehe... Bukannya aku pi bercuti ke sana la, kt M'sia pun ada Gold Coast jugak. Korang tau tak kat mana? Sepang je... 1 jam drive dari KL.

Awal pagi cuti Hari Wilayah, keboringan melanda. Even letih semalam jalan2 dgn nana, mirul & fahim @ The Curve tak hilang lagi, tapi aku malas nk kemas bilik. Lantakla...bersepah!! mmg bilik org bujang..huhu. Ajak k.sue pi umah mak itam @ Gold Coast best jgk ni.. Since ystrday dia pun ada mentioned ajak BBQ or berkelah. Terus call mak itam, dia pun stuju. i thought dia dh ada kat sana, rupa2nya depa smua tk jadi pegi mlm sblum tu. Aku terus pi pasar, beli ayam n ikan. Marinade ala kadar, then masak nasi goreng kampung. Tepat jam 12 tghri mak itam dtg umah then kitaorg gerak sama2 konvoi. Sempat singgah tengah jalan beli lokan 5 kilo n dragon fruit. kata mak itam, bakar pun sedap lokan tu.. Rasanya? nyaman... mcm oyster seh!!

Sesampainya di Bagan Lalang, terus prepared for BBQ. Cuaca agak panas terik jugak, n air pun blom pasang di Gold Coast, so.. kitaorg lepak kt umah tgk 'FAME' yg sempat aku download dgn azroel last friday. Start bakar api je, pak itam pun smpai dari Cheras. Katanya sejam je naik motor.. mmg rempit btul la pak itam aku ni..hehehe. Sempat blajar buat cicah asam Parit Buntar dgn mak itam. Sedap... kalo korang tak caya, nnti aku try buat..korang makan eh!! Penat mengipas (tak la sangat..) soru la.. apa lagi!!!! Ikan, ayam, lokan, udang & ikan pais (ala2 pedas gitu..). Then me, k.sue n cousins pi lepak kt Gold Coast. Watching sunset, hati ini tenang sedikit. Berjalan di tepian pantai...dengar ombak..hmmm....suasananya..mmg indah. orang tk brapa ramai, maybe sbb KL je yg cuti kot. nearly maghrib kami balik ke umah. Lepas mandi n siap2 packing n tlg bersihkan umah, kami pulang smula ke KL. Walaupun sekejap, tapi... hati ini lebih senang n rilex.. itu la, mmg btul kata orang.. bila kita lihat laut, hati kita akan tenang n kembali ceria semula.

These r few pictures yg sempat aku shoot kt Gold Coast, Bagan Lalang: