ini mungkin cerita yg terakhir..
setelah 4 (empat) tahun menulis blog (bermula 16 Jun 2006), dah tiba masanya utk berehat selamanya.
tiada lagi akan datang sebab... this blog will b TERMINATED soon.
kena hormat dgn arahan 'hubby' a.k.a abg wan (3 bulan menyulam cinta baru yg mengasyikkan, berlandaskan keimanan & kasih syg yg ikhlas. Semoga perancangan kami akan dirahmati & diredhai Allah SWT hendaknya. Terima kasih abang. "i want nobody, nobody.. but YOU!" our trademark..hehe).
Titik nokhtah bermula dgn terpadamnya segala kenangan lama... bermula lah episod BARU YANG INDAH dalam hidupku.. alhamdulillah..
harap semua orang paham & tiada komen lagi.
Selamat menulis, mohon maaf jika ada nama2 di dalam blog ini tercatat @ dipamerkan tanpa kebenaran. Penulisan saya berdasarkan dari hati dan pengalaman, mungkin ada perkara yg boleh dikongsi bersama. Yang baik datangnya dari ALLAH SWT dan yg buruk itu datangnya dari diri saya sendiri.
Selamat berbahagia & doakan kebahagiaan saya jugak...
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Kisah JOHNNY
John Johnny Jonathan.. lagu yg slalu aku nyanyikan utk dia. tapi lepas ni hanya tinggal kenangan. Dia pergi membawa berpuluh kenangan (nk kira beratus tu blom lagi kot). Warnanya yg cantik, usianya aku tak pasti, kena tanya tuannya: Shazuli Azroel. walaupun Johnny hanya seekor ikan, tapi kami mmg syg la. Johnny meninggalkan kami pada selasa petang 16 mac 2010 [matinya kurang pasti, CSI team masih lagi buat siasatan, Sarjan pun tk dpt buat laporan, hanya koroner shj yg mengesahkan kematiannya]. kami membiarkan dia mati terapung 2 hari, dgn harapan tuannya akan dtg ambil buat sesuatu, tapi hampa. Utk tidak membiarkan 'rohnya' berkeliaran berhari2, tak ditanam & bau busuk maka hari ini jam 3.30 petang aku amik keputusan menanam Johnny. Cemetery yg kami pilih begitu indah & berhadapan dgn ofis UPPK. boleh la hari2, bila rindu, kami dtg ziarah.
Selamat tinggal Johnny... Rest In Peace [R.I.P]. We gonna miss u..
-------------------
Koroner: Atie
Sarjan: Wan
CSI Team: Yat & Eka
Selamat tinggal Johnny... Rest In Peace [R.I.P]. We gonna miss u..
-------------------
Koroner: Atie
Sarjan: Wan
CSI Team: Yat & Eka
21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky (x2)
You and I.
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky (x2)
You and I.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Two Is Better Than One
[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
[song: boys likes girls]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
[song: boys likes girls]
CRAWL
Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too
So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky
[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah
[Verse 2]
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all
[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah
[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love
[Song: Chris Brown]
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too
So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky
[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah
[Verse 2]
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all
[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah
[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love
[Song: Chris Brown]
Hening Malam...hatiku tenang
Nearly 2 nites i can't sleep. don't knw y. nak kata aku rindu kt isam, dating dh tadi. hurm... byk sgt yg aku pikirkan agaknya.. especially tringatkan my lovely parents @ hometown. nothin' to hide, nothin' to lose... nothin' to afraid of, i'm gonna go through it.. just keep the faith.
wat kinda story tonite? last CNY holidays, back hometown. Meet parents n naughty nephews - bought them story books. At least daddy could eat somethin tengok anak2nya balik. it was so greatful when saw kaki dad semakin baik sedikit rather than first day i saw his feet, damn terrible! isam pun tk sanggup tgk pic kaki dad..huhu. ada jgk usaha sana sini like i went to sumwhere in Benut or Batu Pahat, [lupa plak..] dgn adik cari ubat cuci n minyak utk pesakit luka teruk. hampa..sbb ubat2 tu anak arwah org yg pandai buat ubat tu tk teruskan. Luckily ada geng kt clinic dialysis yg sudi beri sket utk dad. usaha lain, jmpa ustaz.. mr nice guy, young age 37. i'm not dat kind of people yg sgt percaya, but i still smell something fishy, cuma ada jgk gertak berhemah..hehe.. dgn dia. Nway, kita cuba berusaha, Allah yg menentukan segala2nya. Sempat plak mak ngah ask me utk permudahkan jodoh me.. [sounds kelakar, but.. ikut je la]. ustaz tu pandai jgk menilik, but not all true. ada jgk terbabas.. i jst smile n asking here n there. biasala.. dgn slamber n keceluparan aku ni. Balik jmpa ustaz tu kena mandi la pulak dgn air jampi dia, smpai la ni.. aku minum jgk. nk kata trpaksa, ada la 20%. lain2 tu, aku serah pd Allah atas keikhlasan org utk mbantu, yea dak? wateverla... as long as mak ngah n my mom happy.
nmpaknya lately ni, ada byk perubahan dgn kekasihku itu...hehe. Sangat bagus! i must keep on threaten on him! bknnya apa, kasi ajar sket. at least i knew dat he really love n appreaciate me, even bukan secara terang2 tapi bersuluh. biasala.. chenta org tua ni, not slapstik or plastik but truly from heart n yg penting - IKHLAS. bersungguh isam nk hantar aku masa balik ke JB last thursday, sanggup tunggu 15 min b4 5pm kt parking ofis. kelam kabut jgk aku settlekan keje n trpaksa bwk laptop nk siapkan slide presentation for meeting esok di skudai. and.. isam masih menunggu dgn sabar.. Surprisely, when i enter his car, dia cepat2 ke booth keta then gave me sweet red rose, n wish me 'this is for u dear, early happy valentine's day'. hurmm.. aku bknnya clbrate valentine's but ok la.. senyum trsengih2 mcm kera dpt bunga la aku.. wpun masa yg sangat singkat, he promised dat to meet me again after CNY holiday. Kt puduraya, sementara tunggu bas @ 7pm, sempat surf n on fb n belek lagi rose tu. mcm tk prcaya.. all these while, selama hampir 2 thn lebih.. dia bg aku bunga? sengih lagi..hehe. smpai penyek bunga tu aku bubuh dlm beg laptop angkut sana sini. As he promised me, we all kuar dating last nite. Shavy n hemsem as usual, he drive me to Coffee Bean Ampang, tmpt biasa kami lepak or tapau. Agak tegang jgk bila mana our order lambat smpai, smpai tersengih2 mamat mat salleh sblah kitaorg dgr isam komplen. dia nyer baran..hurmm..tk bleh angkat la. i just giving him honey stick, n buat lawak bodoh, baru dia gelak. Then we went to Shell Station sumwhere near Hang Tuah Monorel & Flat Samping, pick up his fren - omar. Almost 2 hours jgk la abiskan masa dgn dia. As usual, i like his ideas, opinion & advices about islam n everythings. Communication between us, great. We can share experiences n everythings esp family matters. Sikap keterbukaan, understanding n trust - makes our relationship better day by day. I love him n yes he loved me too. Masih lg berusaha, keep da faith. Kalau ada jodohnya.. tak ke mana. Our lovely special tags "togetherness we strive, happiness will b forever". Marah-marah sayang....
Perasaan ini setenang air di tasik kenyir.. ada kalanya berkocak bila diganggu.. sabarlah hati..
"lets us crawl... crawl.. back to love: part of lyric song by chris brown"
wat kinda story tonite? last CNY holidays, back hometown. Meet parents n naughty nephews - bought them story books. At least daddy could eat somethin tengok anak2nya balik. it was so greatful when saw kaki dad semakin baik sedikit rather than first day i saw his feet, damn terrible! isam pun tk sanggup tgk pic kaki dad..huhu. ada jgk usaha sana sini like i went to sumwhere in Benut or Batu Pahat, [lupa plak..] dgn adik cari ubat cuci n minyak utk pesakit luka teruk. hampa..sbb ubat2 tu anak arwah org yg pandai buat ubat tu tk teruskan. Luckily ada geng kt clinic dialysis yg sudi beri sket utk dad. usaha lain, jmpa ustaz.. mr nice guy, young age 37. i'm not dat kind of people yg sgt percaya, but i still smell something fishy, cuma ada jgk gertak berhemah..hehe.. dgn dia. Nway, kita cuba berusaha, Allah yg menentukan segala2nya. Sempat plak mak ngah ask me utk permudahkan jodoh me.. [sounds kelakar, but.. ikut je la]. ustaz tu pandai jgk menilik, but not all true. ada jgk terbabas.. i jst smile n asking here n there. biasala.. dgn slamber n keceluparan aku ni. Balik jmpa ustaz tu kena mandi la pulak dgn air jampi dia, smpai la ni.. aku minum jgk. nk kata trpaksa, ada la 20%. lain2 tu, aku serah pd Allah atas keikhlasan org utk mbantu, yea dak? wateverla... as long as mak ngah n my mom happy.
nmpaknya lately ni, ada byk perubahan dgn kekasihku itu...hehe. Sangat bagus! i must keep on threaten on him! bknnya apa, kasi ajar sket. at least i knew dat he really love n appreaciate me, even bukan secara terang2 tapi bersuluh. biasala.. chenta org tua ni, not slapstik or plastik but truly from heart n yg penting - IKHLAS. bersungguh isam nk hantar aku masa balik ke JB last thursday, sanggup tunggu 15 min b4 5pm kt parking ofis. kelam kabut jgk aku settlekan keje n trpaksa bwk laptop nk siapkan slide presentation for meeting esok di skudai. and.. isam masih menunggu dgn sabar.. Surprisely, when i enter his car, dia cepat2 ke booth keta then gave me sweet red rose, n wish me 'this is for u dear, early happy valentine's day'. hurmm.. aku bknnya clbrate valentine's but ok la.. senyum trsengih2 mcm kera dpt bunga la aku.. wpun masa yg sangat singkat, he promised dat to meet me again after CNY holiday. Kt puduraya, sementara tunggu bas @ 7pm, sempat surf n on fb n belek lagi rose tu. mcm tk prcaya.. all these while, selama hampir 2 thn lebih.. dia bg aku bunga? sengih lagi..hehe. smpai penyek bunga tu aku bubuh dlm beg laptop angkut sana sini. As he promised me, we all kuar dating last nite. Shavy n hemsem as usual, he drive me to Coffee Bean Ampang, tmpt biasa kami lepak or tapau. Agak tegang jgk bila mana our order lambat smpai, smpai tersengih2 mamat mat salleh sblah kitaorg dgr isam komplen. dia nyer baran..hurmm..tk bleh angkat la. i just giving him honey stick, n buat lawak bodoh, baru dia gelak. Then we went to Shell Station sumwhere near Hang Tuah Monorel & Flat Samping, pick up his fren - omar. Almost 2 hours jgk la abiskan masa dgn dia. As usual, i like his ideas, opinion & advices about islam n everythings. Communication between us, great. We can share experiences n everythings esp family matters. Sikap keterbukaan, understanding n trust - makes our relationship better day by day. I love him n yes he loved me too. Masih lg berusaha, keep da faith. Kalau ada jodohnya.. tak ke mana. Our lovely special tags "togetherness we strive, happiness will b forever". Marah-marah sayang....
Perasaan ini setenang air di tasik kenyir.. ada kalanya berkocak bila diganggu.. sabarlah hati..
"lets us crawl... crawl.. back to love: part of lyric song by chris brown"
SECRETS
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess
Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so
[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the act sencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chacing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
We'll ride it into a moutain
Straight to though
I don't really like my flow, oh, so
Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'm gonna tell you everything
All my secrets away (x2)
[new song by One Republic]
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess
Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so
[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the act sencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chacing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
We'll ride it into a moutain
Straight to though
I don't really like my flow, oh, so
Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'm gonna tell you everything
All my secrets away (x2)
[new song by One Republic]
Part of The List
Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,
It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,
Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.
What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.
The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)
I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.
Touching your face,
invading you space.
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.
Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.
What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.
[song: Ne-Yo]
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,
It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,
Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.
What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.
The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)
I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.
Touching your face,
invading you space.
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.
Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.
What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.
[song: Ne-Yo]
I Want To Know What Love Is
I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......
I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....
In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......
I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....
[Mariah Carey]
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......
I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....
In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......
I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....
[Mariah Carey]
Friday, February 19, 2010
Falling For You
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you
[song by Colbie]
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Belaian Jiwa
kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu, hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.. Hanya takdir menentukan ia.. oh belaian jiwa..
----------------
my favorite song forever. tiba2 hari ni nk dengar versi Inuendo, mendayu2... meruntun hati, peh! jiwang la pulak. Especially during Februari, smua org tau ada Hari Kekasih @ Valentine's Day. But sorry to say, sebagai seorg muslim aku tidak pernah meraikan 14 Februari tu sebagai hari kekasih. For me, EVERYDAY was a special day for lovers.. setiap hari sayang.
adatla bila bercinta, kadang2 rasa tak puas hati, menyampah. Mengenang kekasih hatiku yg sgt sibuk, langsung takde masa nk sms @ not even answer my calls, mmg hampeh la. [marah tahap babun]. aku bukannya mintak hari2 dia call or sms, but at least 2 @ 3 hari ada berita. dulu bukan main, kalau aku tk sms @ call, mengamuk mcm org gila marahkan aku. biar dia senyap, tapi aku mesti hantar berita. la ni aku malas, mcm sms dgn org bisu & buta. kalau aku senang, aku sms. kalau tak, senyap je la seminggu ke.. sebulan, suka ati aku la. skrg ni cuma tinggal 45% perasaan sayang & 55% kesian kat dia. setelah hampir sebulan lebih, aku tk tau kabar berita, semlm dia baru sms tanya kabar n cuti panjang nk pegi mana? hangin satu badan aku. mana taknya.. ada terdetik dlm hati nk call balai polis sblum ni, kot2 dia kat lokap ke, skrg kan byk kes foreigner kena tangkap pasal dadah & syahbu. hurmm..malas nk layan. mmg dia kena maki je la masa aku reply sms. but as usual, he's cool, sabar & tau aku mmg tkde mood nk layan dia sbb dia tau dia salah. mcm biasa alasan sibuk la, business kurang & dia byk buat keje part time sana sini. mak dia pun tk balik2, ada kt sini lagi. malas aku nk dgr alasan dia. aku kasi chance until after chinese new year, kalau perangai tk berubah, mmg aku angkat kaki la. ntah apa lagi dia nak, aku pun tak tau. hmm..aku ni punya la baik.. (masuk bakul angkat sendiri..hehe) setia & sayang dia sorang (kuar dgn org lain dinner @ lunch tu biasa la, sbb bosan), kesian pun ada sbb aku tau.. kalau aku tinggalkan dia, nnti dia tk jmpa lagi gf yg macam aku ni - understanding, setia, tak cerewet, tak kisah apa dia buat, tak cemburu, dengar kata & nasihat dia, tau apa yg dia suka makan & jaga hati. Malas la nk over acting, asal kami bahagia & paham keadaan masing2 sudahla. Nak komplen lebih2 pun bukannya dia suami aku pun, buang masa je cemburu buta atau pikir bukan2. lantak dia la.. i knew he's survivor, hampir 13 tahun kt M'sia asam garam kehidupan yg dia alami mesti banyak. so.. aku kena sabar lah.. serah pada ALLAH, smoga tetapkan iman, kuatkan hati & kasih sayang kami. Kalau takde jodoh, nak wat camna.. takdir, kena redha. yg penting skrg ni, we must njoy our sweet time together.. sejak hampir 2 tahun dulu aku kenali dirinya dan sehingga hari ini, kasih sayang aku hanya utk isam sorang..
---------------
i close my eyes and count to ten
pretending all this to be a dream
hoping your face would disappear
I open them and then I shut them again;
i have learned to live
with the silence in my life
and all the days seemed the same
until you came in and shattered it all;
flying around in circles
waiting, as my heart fluttered wildy
a sensation inexpressible
slowly engulfed my mind, body and soul;
i looked inside my heart
i looked inside my soul
it’s all too good to be true
finally as i cast my heart
overboard deep into this ocean of love,
could this be it?
[sources: http://www.poetryoflife.com/]
----------------
my favorite song forever. tiba2 hari ni nk dengar versi Inuendo, mendayu2... meruntun hati, peh! jiwang la pulak. Especially during Februari, smua org tau ada Hari Kekasih @ Valentine's Day. But sorry to say, sebagai seorg muslim aku tidak pernah meraikan 14 Februari tu sebagai hari kekasih. For me, EVERYDAY was a special day for lovers.. setiap hari sayang.
adatla bila bercinta, kadang2 rasa tak puas hati, menyampah. Mengenang kekasih hatiku yg sgt sibuk, langsung takde masa nk sms @ not even answer my calls, mmg hampeh la. [marah tahap babun]. aku bukannya mintak hari2 dia call or sms, but at least 2 @ 3 hari ada berita. dulu bukan main, kalau aku tk sms @ call, mengamuk mcm org gila marahkan aku. biar dia senyap, tapi aku mesti hantar berita. la ni aku malas, mcm sms dgn org bisu & buta. kalau aku senang, aku sms. kalau tak, senyap je la seminggu ke.. sebulan, suka ati aku la. skrg ni cuma tinggal 45% perasaan sayang & 55% kesian kat dia. setelah hampir sebulan lebih, aku tk tau kabar berita, semlm dia baru sms tanya kabar n cuti panjang nk pegi mana? hangin satu badan aku. mana taknya.. ada terdetik dlm hati nk call balai polis sblum ni, kot2 dia kat lokap ke, skrg kan byk kes foreigner kena tangkap pasal dadah & syahbu. hurmm..malas nk layan. mmg dia kena maki je la masa aku reply sms. but as usual, he's cool, sabar & tau aku mmg tkde mood nk layan dia sbb dia tau dia salah. mcm biasa alasan sibuk la, business kurang & dia byk buat keje part time sana sini. mak dia pun tk balik2, ada kt sini lagi. malas aku nk dgr alasan dia. aku kasi chance until after chinese new year, kalau perangai tk berubah, mmg aku angkat kaki la. ntah apa lagi dia nak, aku pun tak tau. hmm..aku ni punya la baik.. (masuk bakul angkat sendiri..hehe) setia & sayang dia sorang (kuar dgn org lain dinner @ lunch tu biasa la, sbb bosan), kesian pun ada sbb aku tau.. kalau aku tinggalkan dia, nnti dia tk jmpa lagi gf yg macam aku ni - understanding, setia, tak cerewet, tak kisah apa dia buat, tak cemburu, dengar kata & nasihat dia, tau apa yg dia suka makan & jaga hati. Malas la nk over acting, asal kami bahagia & paham keadaan masing2 sudahla. Nak komplen lebih2 pun bukannya dia suami aku pun, buang masa je cemburu buta atau pikir bukan2. lantak dia la.. i knew he's survivor, hampir 13 tahun kt M'sia asam garam kehidupan yg dia alami mesti banyak. so.. aku kena sabar lah.. serah pada ALLAH, smoga tetapkan iman, kuatkan hati & kasih sayang kami. Kalau takde jodoh, nak wat camna.. takdir, kena redha. yg penting skrg ni, we must njoy our sweet time together.. sejak hampir 2 tahun dulu aku kenali dirinya dan sehingga hari ini, kasih sayang aku hanya utk isam sorang..
---------------
i close my eyes and count to ten
pretending all this to be a dream
hoping your face would disappear
I open them and then I shut them again;
i have learned to live
with the silence in my life
and all the days seemed the same
until you came in and shattered it all;
flying around in circles
waiting, as my heart fluttered wildy
a sensation inexpressible
slowly engulfed my mind, body and soul;
i looked inside my heart
i looked inside my soul
it’s all too good to be true
finally as i cast my heart
overboard deep into this ocean of love,
could this be it?
[sources: http://www.poetryoflife.com/]
Monday, February 08, 2010
Cari Jodoh
Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku
*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan
**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku
***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau
Back to *, **, ***
Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku
Back to ***
Single Ladies [Put a Ring on it]
All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up
Up in the club, we just broke up
I’m doing my own little thing
you Decided to dip but now you wanna trip
Cuz another brother noticed me
I’m up on him, he up on me
dont pay him any attention
cuz i cried my tears, GAVE three good years
Ya can’t be mad at me
[Chorus]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
wo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh x2
(Chorus)Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
I couldnt care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Dont pay him any attention
Cuz you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels like to miss me
(Chorus)
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh 2x
Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you WANT
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone
All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
oh oh oh 2x
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it woo oh ooh 2x
[BEYONCE]
Now put your hands up
Up in the club, we just broke up
I’m doing my own little thing
you Decided to dip but now you wanna trip
Cuz another brother noticed me
I’m up on him, he up on me
dont pay him any attention
cuz i cried my tears, GAVE three good years
Ya can’t be mad at me
[Chorus]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
wo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh x2
(Chorus)Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
I couldnt care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Dont pay him any attention
Cuz you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels like to miss me
(Chorus)
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh 2x
Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you WANT
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone
All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
oh oh oh 2x
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it woo oh ooh 2x
[BEYONCE]
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Movies nite @ KLCC
lama dah kami smua (hsemate) tak kuar sama2 tgk wayang, rasanya ini la masa yg sesway. Surf net @ TGV online, ada few film yg best. kitaorg mula2 decide nk tgk Tooth Fairy, tapi akhirnya pilih Adnan Semp-IT. mmg jarangla nk tengok film melayu ni, tapi apa salahnya kita tgk kan. tak sangka pulak...mmg best giler la filem ni. Aku ketawa terkekeh2 dari mula smpai la keluar panggung..hehe. Release tension la jugak babe...
Sementara menunggu jam 11.30mlm, sempat kami snap pictures melepak @ TGV KLCC:
Sementara menunggu jam 11.30mlm, sempat kami snap pictures melepak @ TGV KLCC:
Apa ada dgn ADNAN SEMP-IT?
new comedy movie new year 2010. mmg superb!! jalan cerita yg mmg menarik, lebih byk pasal mat rempit la. kepada smua mat rempit di malaysia, jgn terasa pulak. dah memang kehidupan sebenar pun mcm gitu. Cuma tak smua mat rempit jahat, diaorg pun baik jugak.. ada hati dan perasaan. nak kata otaknya sempit...tak jugak. Kisah Adnan sbg opis boy @ peon dalam sebuah syarikat diketuai oleh lady bos - Nadia. P.A lady bos - wawa pun comel. ditambah dgn macha (cat farish) n few raja lawak mmbrs esp. along..hurmmm.. mmg lawak bangang lah!
At first, aku mcm tk yakin je filem ni bakal menggelikan buah pinggang aku. but seriously, mmg best giler! aku ketawa bagai nak rak smpai luar panggung. Aku syorkan smua kawan2 yg tengah tensen ni, baik pi tgk filem ni.
RATES: 4 bintang utk Ahmad Idham, salute bro!!! mmg best!
Sepetang di Gold Coast..
Bunyi macam kt Australia je kan? hehe... Bukannya aku pi bercuti ke sana la, kt M'sia pun ada Gold Coast jugak. Korang tau tak kat mana? Sepang je... 1 jam drive dari KL.
Awal pagi cuti Hari Wilayah, keboringan melanda. Even letih semalam jalan2 dgn nana, mirul & fahim @ The Curve tak hilang lagi, tapi aku malas nk kemas bilik. Lantakla...bersepah!! mmg bilik org bujang..huhu. Ajak k.sue pi umah mak itam @ Gold Coast best jgk ni.. Since ystrday dia pun ada mentioned ajak BBQ or berkelah. Terus call mak itam, dia pun stuju. i thought dia dh ada kat sana, rupa2nya depa smua tk jadi pegi mlm sblum tu. Aku terus pi pasar, beli ayam n ikan. Marinade ala kadar, then masak nasi goreng kampung. Tepat jam 12 tghri mak itam dtg umah then kitaorg gerak sama2 konvoi. Sempat singgah tengah jalan beli lokan 5 kilo n dragon fruit. kata mak itam, bakar pun sedap lokan tu.. Rasanya? nyaman... mcm oyster seh!!
Sesampainya di Bagan Lalang, terus prepared for BBQ. Cuaca agak panas terik jugak, n air pun blom pasang di Gold Coast, so.. kitaorg lepak kt umah tgk 'FAME' yg sempat aku download dgn azroel last friday. Start bakar api je, pak itam pun smpai dari Cheras. Katanya sejam je naik motor.. mmg rempit btul la pak itam aku ni..hehehe. Sempat blajar buat cicah asam Parit Buntar dgn mak itam. Sedap... kalo korang tak caya, nnti aku try buat..korang makan eh!! Penat mengipas (tak la sangat..) soru la.. apa lagi!!!! Ikan, ayam, lokan, udang & ikan pais (ala2 pedas gitu..). Then me, k.sue n cousins pi lepak kt Gold Coast. Watching sunset, hati ini tenang sedikit. Berjalan di tepian pantai...dengar ombak..hmmm....suasananya..mmg indah. orang tk brapa ramai, maybe sbb KL je yg cuti kot. nearly maghrib kami balik ke umah. Lepas mandi n siap2 packing n tlg bersihkan umah, kami pulang smula ke KL. Walaupun sekejap, tapi... hati ini lebih senang n rilex.. itu la, mmg btul kata orang.. bila kita lihat laut, hati kita akan tenang n kembali ceria semula.
These r few pictures yg sempat aku shoot kt Gold Coast, Bagan Lalang:
Friday, January 29, 2010
Resipi Bonda: Puding Jagung
PUDING JAGUNG
Tepung kastard - 1 tin
Jagung - 1 tin
Gula - 1 cawan
Santan - 3 tin ½ ukuran tin jagung
@ 1 biji kelapa
Mula-mula santan dan tepung kastard dicampurkan dan dikacau sehingga sebati. Kemudian masukkan gula ke dalam campuran santan dan tepung kastard tersebut dan gaulkan hingga sebati. Kemudian diletakkan di atas dapur dengan api yg kecil. Kacau sehingga berwarna kuning keemasan dan masukkan jagung. Kacau dalam 10 minit kemudian boleh diletakkan di dalam bekas dan disejukkan.
------------
selama hidup hampir 35 tahun ni, first time nk try masak ini ari. puding favorite aku sepanjang zaman tapi aku suka makan time panas2 kuar dari periuk. setiap kali mak buat kuih ni mmg ingat kat aku lah..hehe. bila puding dh sejuk, aku kureng sket nk makan. tak besh!! makan puding jagung panas lagi sedap, tak caya.. tryla.
thnx mom for ur recipe.
Tepung kastard - 1 tin
Jagung - 1 tin
Gula - 1 cawan
Santan - 3 tin ½ ukuran tin jagung
@ 1 biji kelapa
Mula-mula santan dan tepung kastard dicampurkan dan dikacau sehingga sebati. Kemudian masukkan gula ke dalam campuran santan dan tepung kastard tersebut dan gaulkan hingga sebati. Kemudian diletakkan di atas dapur dengan api yg kecil. Kacau sehingga berwarna kuning keemasan dan masukkan jagung. Kacau dalam 10 minit kemudian boleh diletakkan di dalam bekas dan disejukkan.
------------
selama hidup hampir 35 tahun ni, first time nk try masak ini ari. puding favorite aku sepanjang zaman tapi aku suka makan time panas2 kuar dari periuk. setiap kali mak buat kuih ni mmg ingat kat aku lah..hehe. bila puding dh sejuk, aku kureng sket nk makan. tak besh!! makan puding jagung panas lagi sedap, tak caya.. tryla.
thnx mom for ur recipe.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Temasya Sukan Zon Timur
berkampung lagi kami di kuantan sempena temasya sukan. preparation yg agak lama n progrm trtunda setahun akhirnya berjaya jgk. hampir 125 org wakil kontigen universiti. smua aktiviti sukan di POLISAS kecuali futsal @ planet sport Semambu nboling @ Premium Lane, Kuantan Plaza.. Smua staf stay at Bailey's Court, stdnt lelaki di asrama LPKIM n stdnt perempuan di asrama Kolej IKIP.
16 Jan 2010: Bola Tampar, sepak takraw, futsal n badminton
Kontigen kami brjaya dpt title Johan bola tampar stdnt prempuan, naib johan bola tampar staf perempuan, naib johan takraw stdnt lelaki n badminton campuran staf. bola tampar paling teruk sbb kena tahan panas terik tghri. trbakar muka aku dibuatnya. tapi kira puas ati jgk la. futsal staf lelaki n perempuan Johan. stdnt dpt saguhati je.. lewat ptg smua balik apartmnt kepenatan.. mlm tu acara boling pulak. sekali lagi johan kontigen kami. lega ati den..ada chance JOGHO staf uni.
DAY 2: 17 januari 2010: bola jaring & badminton
bengang n sedey awal pagi sbb ada yg dtg lambat. kelam kabut sket first game. dh usaha, tapi kami cuma dpt tmpt ke3. stdnt dpt naib johan. mlm tu majlis penyampaian hadiah. gegar gempita dewan bila masing2 sorak kemenangan.. Kontigenn Shahputra kena boo sbb inciden yg memalukan kt padang futsal.
Alhamdulillah...kontigen uni - staf dpt bwk balik piala pusingan n stdnt dpt tempat ke-2 slps IKIP. mlm tu jgk kami smua konvoi balik kl. Brsama pingat-pingat kemenangan, kami pulang dgn gumbira. thanks to all staf n stdnt yg trlibat atas komitmen tanpa brbelah bagi. training yg benar2 mencabar fizikal mental sbb mostly evryday turun padang. Akhirnya....WE'RE THE CHAMPION!!1
THANKS AGAIN GUYS, jasamu dihargai.. jumpa lagi di temasya sukan akan dtg, insyaAllah. luv u all..muahs!
(late updated @ Cititel Xpress K.K)
16 Jan 2010: Bola Tampar, sepak takraw, futsal n badminton
Kontigen kami brjaya dpt title Johan bola tampar stdnt prempuan, naib johan bola tampar staf perempuan, naib johan takraw stdnt lelaki n badminton campuran staf. bola tampar paling teruk sbb kena tahan panas terik tghri. trbakar muka aku dibuatnya. tapi kira puas ati jgk la. futsal staf lelaki n perempuan Johan. stdnt dpt saguhati je.. lewat ptg smua balik apartmnt kepenatan.. mlm tu acara boling pulak. sekali lagi johan kontigen kami. lega ati den..ada chance JOGHO staf uni.
DAY 2: 17 januari 2010: bola jaring & badminton
bengang n sedey awal pagi sbb ada yg dtg lambat. kelam kabut sket first game. dh usaha, tapi kami cuma dpt tmpt ke3. stdnt dpt naib johan. mlm tu majlis penyampaian hadiah. gegar gempita dewan bila masing2 sorak kemenangan.. Kontigenn Shahputra kena boo sbb inciden yg memalukan kt padang futsal.
Alhamdulillah...kontigen uni - staf dpt bwk balik piala pusingan n stdnt dpt tempat ke-2 slps IKIP. mlm tu jgk kami smua konvoi balik kl. Brsama pingat-pingat kemenangan, kami pulang dgn gumbira. thanks to all staf n stdnt yg trlibat atas komitmen tanpa brbelah bagi. training yg benar2 mencabar fizikal mental sbb mostly evryday turun padang. Akhirnya....WE'RE THE CHAMPION!!1
THANKS AGAIN GUYS, jasamu dihargai.. jumpa lagi di temasya sukan akan dtg, insyaAllah. luv u all..muahs!
(late updated @ Cititel Xpress K.K)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Pemergian yg dikasihi..
lately ni byk aku terima berita kematian..
ceritera 1:
21 januari 2010 - lebih kurang hampir jam 11mlm trima call dr zurik, ayah azroel baru meninggal. lama jugak ayahnya suffer frm cancer tirod. brgegas aku n su ke umahnya tapi mayat still @ HUKM. drive there then met our ofismate, bos TBM pun ada. sian tgk keadaan maknya. since smua ofismte balik, i made decision to stay. kesian plak tgk keadaan azroel. few mmbrs utm lain stay jgk - mahathir, mamal, pentol, zuli, bdk bengkel.. thx guys. slps mayat dimandikan n dikafankn, mayat dibawa balik ke umah @ jalan cochrane. mak azroel ask me to drive 'transfomer'balik,nearly 1.30am smuanya slmt smpai kt umah. majlis tahlil n bacaan yasin diadakn. about 2.20am aku mohon permisi pulang. esoknya awal pagi i sms sam n bro sudin mintk disediakn bas, rombongan ziarah. sempat kami smpai sblum mayatnya dikebumikn @ Cheras. alhamdulillah...smua urusan selesai sudah. lega hati brtolak ke klia by erl tghri jumaat.
ceritera 2:
22 januari 2010- sayu hati di K.K dpt berita Sultan Iskandar gering. jam 7.15mlm baginda mangkat di hospital pakar puteri JB. sempat balik hotel tgk prtabalan Sultan Ibrahim dan istiadat pemakaman baginda almarhum sultan. sbg rakyat yg lahir & tinggal di negeri jajahan takhluknya, his highness was a brave man, strict, brjiwa rakyat dan sentiasa mengutamakn kebajikan dan kemakmuran rakyat baginda. kasih syg baginda akan terus bertahta di hati rakyat johor. smoga roh almarhum Sultan Iskandar ibni almarhum Sultan Ismail dirahmati ALLAH SWT. Alfatihah....
ceritera 1:
21 januari 2010 - lebih kurang hampir jam 11mlm trima call dr zurik, ayah azroel baru meninggal. lama jugak ayahnya suffer frm cancer tirod. brgegas aku n su ke umahnya tapi mayat still @ HUKM. drive there then met our ofismate, bos TBM pun ada. sian tgk keadaan maknya. since smua ofismte balik, i made decision to stay. kesian plak tgk keadaan azroel. few mmbrs utm lain stay jgk - mahathir, mamal, pentol, zuli, bdk bengkel.. thx guys. slps mayat dimandikan n dikafankn, mayat dibawa balik ke umah @ jalan cochrane. mak azroel ask me to drive 'transfomer'balik,nearly 1.30am smuanya slmt smpai kt umah. majlis tahlil n bacaan yasin diadakn. about 2.20am aku mohon permisi pulang. esoknya awal pagi i sms sam n bro sudin mintk disediakn bas, rombongan ziarah. sempat kami smpai sblum mayatnya dikebumikn @ Cheras. alhamdulillah...smua urusan selesai sudah. lega hati brtolak ke klia by erl tghri jumaat.
ceritera 2:
22 januari 2010- sayu hati di K.K dpt berita Sultan Iskandar gering. jam 7.15mlm baginda mangkat di hospital pakar puteri JB. sempat balik hotel tgk prtabalan Sultan Ibrahim dan istiadat pemakaman baginda almarhum sultan. sbg rakyat yg lahir & tinggal di negeri jajahan takhluknya, his highness was a brave man, strict, brjiwa rakyat dan sentiasa mengutamakn kebajikan dan kemakmuran rakyat baginda. kasih syg baginda akan terus bertahta di hati rakyat johor. smoga roh almarhum Sultan Iskandar ibni almarhum Sultan Ismail dirahmati ALLAH SWT. Alfatihah....
Monday, January 11, 2010
Pergi
Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia
Song by: Aizat. Lyric by: Amran Omar.
[Original soundtrack from film TALENTIME. Lagu perpaduan dgn gabungan sitar (india), melayu & cina. Al-fatihah kpd Yasmin@zulkifli Ahmad bg film talentime]
--------------------------
Original song: I GO by Pete Teo
So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadows by the tracks upon your face
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
I go...
I go...
I go...
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia
Song by: Aizat. Lyric by: Amran Omar.
[Original soundtrack from film TALENTIME. Lagu perpaduan dgn gabungan sitar (india), melayu & cina. Al-fatihah kpd Yasmin@zulkifli Ahmad bg film talentime]
--------------------------
Original song: I GO by Pete Teo
So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadows by the tracks upon your face
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life
You're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go...
I go...
I go...
I go...
I go...
ANUGERAH JUARA LAGU 2009 [AJL]
Full of excitement!!! salute to TV3 for giving one more BEST EVER AJL 2009. Intro persembahan dari Dato' CT & Lan (MUH). Diikuti dengan performance yg mmg gerek habis dari Estranged - ARORA!!!yeeeeeeeehaaa... mmg best! (i like...hehe) n ending by Faizal Tahir - BENCINTA [penuh kontroversi & gimik, tp dia mmg sakit kaki sbb injured main futsal..huhu). Persembahan terakhir, kumpulan2 sepanjang zaman yg aku paling suka skali..tentulah SEARCH!!! fewwwwwwiiiiiiiittttttttt!! korang mmg rock kapak, peace! Janji rock!!
Tahniah kepada pemenang, dan peminat Bunkface: jgn over dlm sms yea... diaorg tk dpt apa2 pun ini mlm..hahaha. Pemenang2 bagi AJL 2009:
1st: Aizat - Pergi
2nd: Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
3rd: Faizal Tahir - Bencinta
Best performance: Aizat - Kau & Aku
Best Vocal: Black - Aku rindu sayang kamu
CONGRATS!!!!!
--------------
to isam...i hope u njoy AJL tonite. Dating awal pasal nk tgk AJL, dia ni separa m'sian, peminat muzik tanahair kia. Thx for da luvly dinner drlin, luv ya.. muahs!!
Tahniah kepada pemenang, dan peminat Bunkface: jgn over dlm sms yea... diaorg tk dpt apa2 pun ini mlm..hahaha. Pemenang2 bagi AJL 2009:
1st: Aizat - Pergi
2nd: Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
3rd: Faizal Tahir - Bencinta
Best performance: Aizat - Kau & Aku
Best Vocal: Black - Aku rindu sayang kamu
CONGRATS!!!!!
--------------
to isam...i hope u njoy AJL tonite. Dating awal pasal nk tgk AJL, dia ni separa m'sian, peminat muzik tanahair kia. Thx for da luvly dinner drlin, luv ya.. muahs!!
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Kehilangan yang disayangi..
lewat ptg ni aku terima sms dr pijal (x-skool mate smakj), anak kedua famy meninggal dunia di Hospital Pusrawi kerana jangkitan paru-paru. Alfatihah...
knapa aku menulis kt sini? because i'd met dat boy lots of times, kira anak kesayangan famy la. sanggup lepak makan roti tisu tinggi dgn kitaorg smpai lewat malam. he's a cute n anak yg bijak. Sesungguhnya Allah lebih menyayangi beliau.. sabarlah famy. redhailah pemergiannya. InsyaAllah lepas magrib ni nak pegi ziarah famy, coz pijal cakap mayat anaknya baru smpai di rumah. Mungkin akan dikebumikan malam ni. Sabarlah famy... sabarlah...
[sesungguhnya kematian itu tetap akan berlaku kepada semua makhluk di muka bumi ini, tidak kira tua, muda atau di mana saja anda berada...]
R.I.P
knapa aku menulis kt sini? because i'd met dat boy lots of times, kira anak kesayangan famy la. sanggup lepak makan roti tisu tinggi dgn kitaorg smpai lewat malam. he's a cute n anak yg bijak. Sesungguhnya Allah lebih menyayangi beliau.. sabarlah famy. redhailah pemergiannya. InsyaAllah lepas magrib ni nak pegi ziarah famy, coz pijal cakap mayat anaknya baru smpai di rumah. Mungkin akan dikebumikan malam ni. Sabarlah famy... sabarlah...
[sesungguhnya kematian itu tetap akan berlaku kepada semua makhluk di muka bumi ini, tidak kira tua, muda atau di mana saja anda berada...]
R.I.P
If Everyone Cared
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
[song by Nickelback]
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
[song by Nickelback]
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Its 2010!!!!
i'm alive!!!! alhamdulillah... panjang umur aku lagi untuk sama2 melangkah ke tahun201o ni. sama spt tahun2 sudah, aku tk celebrate apa-apa pun. buang masa je la, better tdo kt umah. cuma terlepas eclipse pulak.. ada niat nk tunggu, tapi tak larat sey...
tak sempat nk mengenang apa yg brlaku di thn 2009, malas lah! hidup mesti diteruskan.
masuk je tahun baru, macam biasa la.. mesti ada azam baru kan? azam aku tahun ni...apa eh? biasanya ada 3 perkara je: kerja, family & kasih sayang abadi dgn org yg tersayang. malas nk describe lebih2, no idea la.
*apa yg berlaku lately:
New Year's eve 1 Jan 2010: aku dok umah, kemas umah sket2 n bersihkan bilik aku yg dah lama benar tak dikemaskan. mcm biasala, aku tk rajin nk lipat baju. dh tinggi gunung dlm laundry bag..hehe. i wish dat i hv someone who could help me here... uwaa... malasnya!! tetap ku gagahkan jugak walaupun berat tangan nk melipat baju.
Julia's cumming to KL!! basnya sampai nearly magrib. masa aku nk amik dia kt puduraya, lalu bukit bintang punya la jem. bengang giler. dgn sabar cik julia menunggu..hehe. susah kawan aku sorang ni nk turun KL skrg. Byk betul alasan..huhu. biasala.. org keparat sekarang, sibuk memanjang. Nway, jojo dh plan siang2 nk pi karaoke. Ada ke suruh aku pi tempah. Bukannya aku kaki karok pun. Nearest yg aku slalu pegi ngan Mr J kat KTV Ampang Park. last2 smua decide pi situ. Lepak dulu kat Kopitiam, jojo dh tempah kt atas katanya 1 jam lagi baru bleh masuk. Bila naik atas...perh..punya la ramai orang. Melayu pulak tu...hurmm.. Lama aku tk dtg sini.. tk sangka pulak begitu ramai orang. Byk lagu jugak aku layan, dari lagu2 evergreen smpai la latest. saja happy2 hour dgn kengkawan. Thnx to jojo yg blanjer karok, moga murah rezeki selalu..hehehe. Dok kt dalam ktv melalak, tak sedar nearly 1.30am. Final song: Lagu jiwa, lagu cinta by mawi & m.nasir (mmg happening!! esp bila memekak ramai2..hehe) sblum kitaorg kuar. pastu gi lepak kt uptown danau kota. layankan julie nk beli sling bag, tk berkenan la pulak. Smpai brader2 tu lipat khemah baru kitaorg balik. tak prnah aku melepak smpai hampir subuh, takpela. bukannya selalu, setahun...hanya sekali..merayakan hari yg mulia ini...hehe.
2nd Jan: bangun pun dh lambat, nearly 10am. dgn malasnya jugak aku pegi pasar nearby beli barang dapur. then balik masak ayam asam pedas. lama tak layan lauk asam pedas ni. acik dtg umah, kitaorg sama2 pi ikea. saja layankan smua orang, lagipun tkde plan baik apa2 pun. jalan2 kat The Curve, still cik julia tk jmpa sling bag yg dia berkenan. kami pi ampang park pulak, sama jgk. hurmm...takpela, cari kt jb nnti katanya. letih smlm tk hilang, mcm nk tdo tapi mata tkmo lelap lagi, dh settle basuh baju. sempat call my sayang isam, tanya kabar dia. rupa2nya lepak kt umah tgk dvd. he missed me a lot too. tak tau la hanya omong kosong, nk jaga hati & perasaan, lantakla.. lately ni dia byk berubah, especially when i talk something serious about our relationship. statement dia yg buat aku menyampah semlm ' i don't wanna talk wit u coz all things u said to me - nonsence'. hehehe.. aku trgelak sorang2. sesi luahan perasaan ni kadang2 best jugak. buat si dia bukak minda sket, sedar diri serta hargai kita ni masih wujud dlm hidup dia dan menyayanginya seperti apa adanya dia.
sempena tahun baru 2010 ni, tak ada apa yang aku harapkan. Bersyukur dgn nikmat Allah. Semoga aku tabah dan sentiasa sabar dalam menghadapi kehidupan di alam dewasa a.k.a veteran sey!!!! ini tahun umo pun dah 35, perh! dh tua aku...
to all: happy days all thru years... njoy!!!!
tak sempat nk mengenang apa yg brlaku di thn 2009, malas lah! hidup mesti diteruskan.
masuk je tahun baru, macam biasa la.. mesti ada azam baru kan? azam aku tahun ni...apa eh? biasanya ada 3 perkara je: kerja, family & kasih sayang abadi dgn org yg tersayang. malas nk describe lebih2, no idea la.
*apa yg berlaku lately:
New Year's eve 1 Jan 2010: aku dok umah, kemas umah sket2 n bersihkan bilik aku yg dah lama benar tak dikemaskan. mcm biasala, aku tk rajin nk lipat baju. dh tinggi gunung dlm laundry bag..hehe. i wish dat i hv someone who could help me here... uwaa... malasnya!! tetap ku gagahkan jugak walaupun berat tangan nk melipat baju.
Julia's cumming to KL!! basnya sampai nearly magrib. masa aku nk amik dia kt puduraya, lalu bukit bintang punya la jem. bengang giler. dgn sabar cik julia menunggu..hehe. susah kawan aku sorang ni nk turun KL skrg. Byk betul alasan..huhu. biasala.. org keparat sekarang, sibuk memanjang. Nway, jojo dh plan siang2 nk pi karaoke. Ada ke suruh aku pi tempah. Bukannya aku kaki karok pun. Nearest yg aku slalu pegi ngan Mr J kat KTV Ampang Park. last2 smua decide pi situ. Lepak dulu kat Kopitiam, jojo dh tempah kt atas katanya 1 jam lagi baru bleh masuk. Bila naik atas...perh..punya la ramai orang. Melayu pulak tu...hurmm.. Lama aku tk dtg sini.. tk sangka pulak begitu ramai orang. Byk lagu jugak aku layan, dari lagu2 evergreen smpai la latest. saja happy2 hour dgn kengkawan. Thnx to jojo yg blanjer karok, moga murah rezeki selalu..hehehe. Dok kt dalam ktv melalak, tak sedar nearly 1.30am. Final song: Lagu jiwa, lagu cinta by mawi & m.nasir (mmg happening!! esp bila memekak ramai2..hehe) sblum kitaorg kuar. pastu gi lepak kt uptown danau kota. layankan julie nk beli sling bag, tk berkenan la pulak. Smpai brader2 tu lipat khemah baru kitaorg balik. tak prnah aku melepak smpai hampir subuh, takpela. bukannya selalu, setahun...hanya sekali..merayakan hari yg mulia ini...hehe.
2nd Jan: bangun pun dh lambat, nearly 10am. dgn malasnya jugak aku pegi pasar nearby beli barang dapur. then balik masak ayam asam pedas. lama tak layan lauk asam pedas ni. acik dtg umah, kitaorg sama2 pi ikea. saja layankan smua orang, lagipun tkde plan baik apa2 pun. jalan2 kat The Curve, still cik julia tk jmpa sling bag yg dia berkenan. kami pi ampang park pulak, sama jgk. hurmm...takpela, cari kt jb nnti katanya. letih smlm tk hilang, mcm nk tdo tapi mata tkmo lelap lagi, dh settle basuh baju. sempat call my sayang isam, tanya kabar dia. rupa2nya lepak kt umah tgk dvd. he missed me a lot too. tak tau la hanya omong kosong, nk jaga hati & perasaan, lantakla.. lately ni dia byk berubah, especially when i talk something serious about our relationship. statement dia yg buat aku menyampah semlm ' i don't wanna talk wit u coz all things u said to me - nonsence'. hehehe.. aku trgelak sorang2. sesi luahan perasaan ni kadang2 best jugak. buat si dia bukak minda sket, sedar diri serta hargai kita ni masih wujud dlm hidup dia dan menyayanginya seperti apa adanya dia.
sempena tahun baru 2010 ni, tak ada apa yang aku harapkan. Bersyukur dgn nikmat Allah. Semoga aku tabah dan sentiasa sabar dalam menghadapi kehidupan di alam dewasa a.k.a veteran sey!!!! ini tahun umo pun dah 35, perh! dh tua aku...
to all: happy days all thru years... njoy!!!!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)